Afraid to sleep

I’m…afraid to sleep

afraid to meet tomorrow and meet people again

for this 7 weeks, there were no times I can sleep peacefully

I’m waking up for every 15 minutes

then fall asleep and forgot everything

and wake up after 15 minutes again

it’s ridiculous that I just realize this now

among the last 7 weeks and the last week left

this life taken toll of me too much

shall I keep in this pathway?